i miss you already.
for 15 months you were my rock, my star, my everything. No matter when or what i needed, you were there for me. Its mad to think now ust because we both changed, thats never going to be the same.
But that doesn’t mean for one minute that i dont love you, that i dont wish that we were still together, happy like we used to be. Everything i’ve done for the last few days has just reminded me of you. I smile to myself knowing we were so fucking happy, and then burst out in tears knowing i’m never going to get that back. I’ve tried to be strong for you like you asked me to be, but i cant hold it all in any longer. I’ve lost you, and although it was something we both know is right, it doesnt mean i can accept it.
i suppose its different today, and i’m not saying you have to believe me, but i cant not have you in my life as my freind at least!
I havent ust lost my soul mate, i’ve lost my best friend!
You looked after me better than my own family, and i’m always going to miss you!
Remember i’m here whenever you need me!
Thank you for everything.
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MY LIFE IS BOLLLLOCKS
- 6 months ago
